You're Running With Your Eyes Closed
Sunday, March 06, 2011
It hurts the most when you see her happier with another man. How significant are you now?
I have nothing to say
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
We.Have.Had.Enough
The emotional welfare of relationships is a dangerous business. It is no longer a simple fairy tale as you age. But then again as you age, everything will inevitably become political.
The first impression is not of great importance, from what i have come to learn.
If you screw up your second impression then you're just this imperfect person now.
Tainted. Marked. Judged
Um. There's this saying that goes 'Once the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again'
But you take time and effort to spread the sheet and smoothen the crease to find value in this intangible affection.
At least until it is so worn out all you can see are crease lines from top to bottom.
What hope lies in anything now if it comes to that point. Change? Plead? More chances?
Why would you even want to look at yourself much less straighten up and fix your hair?
Stand in front of the mirror and give yourself a great big fat middle finger then at least you'd feel some sort of satisfaction.
Lose all forms of respect for yourself and you'll find yourself in the gutter laying there contently.
It feels like the only hope left now is to lose everything you've ever loved.
Self destruction. Suicide tendencies. Depression.
Start w yourself
Start with yourself before you handle anybody else.
Start.With.Yourself
Thursday, November 25, 2010
So yeah..
My sister is kept safe from potential danger, my mother is keeping headstrong against obstacles. More credit should be given for that
I have two legs to travel and two hands to maneuver, ain't that grand?
What else is there to talk about on thanksgiving.. Turkey is great but i prefer rice w it
Oh and of course your existence. There are sub categories for the definition of your beauty, of which should be self explanatory. Your ability to analyse life and the way it is ought to be. The ability to love without limits. Being strong, being the only person who makes sense when everyone else breaks down. Even when it was your turn to break down, you fixed yourself. Oh heh. Not forgetting, you're god damn hot.
I'm generic, what can you do
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Second Christmas w you and it's still as surreal as ever
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Inadequate?
My mum is in the next room and i heard her saying
" This is what i get for opening up "
Happens to everyone no?
Yes i know it's inappropriate to post this online but nobody reads this. So. It makes me look even more alone writing like anyone's reading.
Goodnight
Sometimes..
It feels like we're the only ones who makes sense in this world. Actually i'm not biased, it's a fact. Ftw shall be an abbreviation for Fuck The World for this once. Peace
The Pattern
December 1st and you're still in a foreign state.
We're getting older, future's so unclear. Really really, doesn't feel like it's been a year.
Happy Birthday Brittany
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
We Will Build a Love Nest Somewhere Only We Know
I would say i have tripled the level of privacy invasion Brittany did to me
And oh i almost forgot
She is the most beautiful human being i have ever seen .
Sunday, May 23, 2010
Spills
Observing as the hot air ascends to the cotton ceiling , absorbing every poisonous moisture
It cleans the sky as it dies with sacrificial intentions for the greater good
Hi I'm a wallflower
I see people hide secrets for too long
I see people bearing the jagged edge for simple reasons that cannot be put to words
Misunderstood is not an overrated state of emotion for frustration
Collecting toxic in your bottle that has no soul
Hi I'm a man
I love the world and the sheep
Smile smile smile
I cover up the bad things
Polka dot houses with overgrown castles and trees greener than your heart
Sure you have done the best you can , it just won't cut it
Those three words for one person
Have you completely lost your sense of pride for empathy
I wish i could paint the picture in my head
And show you how wonderful the future will be
It is inevitable
We owe it to ourselves
Mumbling mambo jumbo again ?
What's new
It cleans the sky as it dies with sacrificial intentions for the greater good
Hi I'm a wallflower
I see people hide secrets for too long
I see people bearing the jagged edge for simple reasons that cannot be put to words
Misunderstood is not an overrated state of emotion for frustration
Collecting toxic in your bottle that has no soul
Hi I'm a man
I love the world and the sheep
Smile smile smile
I cover up the bad things
Polka dot houses with overgrown castles and trees greener than your heart
Sure you have done the best you can , it just won't cut it
Those three words for one person
Have you completely lost your sense of pride for empathy
I wish i could paint the picture in my head
And show you how wonderful the future will be
It is inevitable
We owe it to ourselves
Mumbling mambo jumbo again ?
What's new
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